Swallowing The Juice- Help Needed!

Hi, Everyone! I am new to Marriage Heat and have been reading and commenting for about a month now. Let me first say, I am continually amazed by all of you! And I am so proud to call you my brothers and sisters in Christ! Thank you a thousand times over for letting me be a part of your little “family” here on MH! In His great grace, our Heavenly Father has used this website to renew my relationship with my husband and my sexuality in ways that I had not even imagined. And He’s not done yet, so keep ‘em cumming! Lol

I’m not here to share a story. I hope to sometime soon, but I am in need of help, and I thought asking you all would be a much better idea than “surfing the internet” for the answer! I went into my marriage with a wrong view of sex in general and my sexuality in particular. My sweet husband has been so tender and helpful in this area, but I know it’s sometimes hard for him when I say “No. I can’t do that” when he asks if we can try something. He has never gotten upset or angry or denied me anything when I don’t “experiment” with him, and I am so thankful to him for that. With God’s help, I am becoming more and more comfortable with my sexuality, and I’m becoming more excited about trying new things. However, there is one thing that I cannot seem to bring myself to do, and that is swallowing his cum. Whenever I give him blowjobs, I take my mouth away when he’s near climax and let him “let loose” on my chest or my hands or anything other than in my mouth. I feel so sorry about that! He knows my struggles, so he doesn’t say anything, but afterwards, as we drift to sleep, I beat myself up every time. Whenever he eats me out, he will eat it all, and he loves it! And I love the feeling, especially knowing that he likes it. But, no matter how hard I try, I cannot swallow his juice. I end up gagging and then feel sorry and then, of course, the mood isn’t quite the same. Ha.

Our wedding anniversary is coming up, and I would so love to be able to swallow his cum with excitement and show him that I love it and that I love him and everything about his incredible body! My question is, is there a way to, I don’t know, make it taste better? Or get used to the texture? I have no idea, and I’m embarrassed even asking because most of the women on this site write that they swallow their man’s juice and lick up the drops that got away. I find that sexy and can only imagine how hot my husband would feel if I sucked him dry and had fun doing it! So, if anyone has ANY advice, encouragement or even critique, I would be most appreciative! Thank you, All!

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